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Star Trek Deep Space Nine: Explorer
by: Ed Reilly

                                          Author's Note
    The approximate stardate for this story is 51847. It takes place
during the sixth season of DS9, between episodes "Valiant" and
"Profit and Lace".
                                       ********************
    The vast, cold, empty vacuum of space is not a very inviting place,
except when it has been your home, the only place you have ever
known. You learn to appreciate its beauty, and feel at home in its
enormity. Once there had been many Explorers like itself, roaming
the universe, searching for others like itself to communicate with, and
surveying as much of the cosmos as it possibly could. Then the
horrible enemy, the fluid enemy, began the killing. They did not
understand the Explorers, and rather than peacefully coexist, they
decided to destroy them. Luckily, for this one Explorer, it found a
tunnel to another part of the universe, and escaped the fluids. The
only one of it's kind, that it knows of, to have survived.
    Now the Explorer faces an enemy even worse than the fluids,
time! It is about to die, and before it passes away it wishes to return
to its birthplace, but is unable to locate the tunnel that it traveled
through towards freedom, so long ago.
    Knowing the danger, it plans to attempt communication with a
solid creature. In the past, the Explorer had been careful to stay away
from all solids. Not only does its gaseous form seem to have a
negative effect on the solid's machinery, almost all endeavors at
contact with solids has resulted in damage to the solid's mind. Not
knowing why or how this happens, the Explorer has never initiated
contact with a solid, until now. It does not wish to hurt anyone, but it
is out of options.
    In the area surrounding where the tunnel was, it senses no
telepathic solids. There is one solid, however, with two separate
minds working as one. It could be strong enough. Honestly, it does
not know, but it is its best chance at getting home.
    The Explorer then took off for the structure that it had the dubious
distinction of visiting once before. Though visiting does not really
explain what happened when it last passed by the structure. Enslaved
defines it better, but the Explorer senses none of the malicious
creatures it had encountered that last time.
                               ********************
    "Worf to Jadzia! Jadzia, are you there?"
    Awakened and startled by her husband's loud voice from the
comm unit, Jadzia darted up from her bed. "Yes Worf, I'm here."
    "It's 08:20 hours. You're late," said Worf in his strong Klingon
voice. "When I left for breakfast you assured me you were getting
up immediately."
    "I know. I fell back to sleep. I'll be there in ten minutes."
    "Not good enough," Worf replied, "You are going on report."
    Jadzia laughed at Worf's poor attempt at a joke. Since their
wedding she has been trying to develop his sense of humor. She
realized he still has a way to go, but she appreciated the attempt.
"Yes sir, Commander," she replied before she ended the transmission.
    Ten minutes later Jadzia arrived in Ops. Quickly she scurried off
the turbolift to her station, ignoring the glances and stares being
given by the other members of the crew. As she logged into her
terminal she realized she still had the same headache that had been
annoying her for the last few days.
    "Good morning Dax. Are you feeling all right? You've looked a
little pale the last couple of days," asked Kira, as she walked over
towards Jadzia.
    "I think I might be coming down with something," replied Dax.
"I can't seem to shake this headache, and I'm having trouble
concentrating."
    "Perhaps you should go see Dr. Bashir," said Worf, from across the
room.
    "Thank you for your concern, my dear husband, but I think I can
handle a little headache."
    "Maybe he's right," said Kira. "If it has been a couple of days it
wouldn't hurt to go see Julian."
    Dax was annoyed with their concern, but she tried not to let it
show. Taking time from her busy day was not what she wanted to do,
but her headache was getting worse. "Have Ensign Nobundo fill in for
me. I think I will go pay Julian a visit."
    As she got up and walked  back towards the turbolift, Kira and
Worf looked at one another and smiled.
                               ********************
    Jadzia was not very happy as she walked back to Ops from the
infirmary. An hour wait to see him, and what was his answer? Take
some extra strength ibuprofen, and get to bed early tonight, she
thought to herself. At least it was nothing serious.
    Arriving back in Ops she relieved Ensign Nobundo and sat back
down at her station. She then saw Ben standing over Kira. Both were
staring intently at her terminal.
    "It's been there for the past three days. I thought it would go
away eventually, but I was wrong," said Kira to the Captain.
    "I want the damn thing gone!" stated Sisko, in no uncertain terms.
"It is effecting traffic to and from the station. Get rid of it!"
    "Yes sir!" replied Nerys. She realized the Captain was not in the
best of moods, so she left it at that.
    As Sisko walked back into his office, Dax turned towards Kira,
"What was that about, Nerys?"
    "That ion cloud that has been hanging around the past few days is
causing some havoc. This morning two ships temporarily lost
propulsion when they got to close to it."
    "I thought it was a simple ion cloud that would dissipate in a
couple of hours," said Jadzia.
    "Yeah, well I guess we were wrong. Oh, how did it go with
Julian?" asked Kira.
    "He claims it's simple fatigue. He gave me something for my
headache and told me to get some rest. What's wrong with 
Benjamin?"
    "I don't know, but he made it quite clear to get rid of this
annoying cloud," replied Nerys. "Worf, any ideas?"
    "When I was on the Enterprise we ran into a similar cloud of ion
gas. It turned out to be a group of sentient lifeforms in a gaseous
state. They were called the Calamarains."
    "I heard about that," said Dax. "They almost were able to
penetrate your shields. What did you do to get rid off them?"
    Worf all of a sudden got a very disgusted look on his face. "Q
used his powers to separate us from them."
    Remembering his one visit to DS9, both Jadzia and Nerys were
revolted by the mere mention of the name Q. Neither of them pushed
Worf for more details.
    "Well this gas cloud has not moved in three days, and has made
no attempt to contact anyone in any form, so I'm going to assume
it is not sentient," stated Kira.
    "I agree," added Worf. "A concentrated beam of negative ions,
fired directly into the center of the cloud, should cause it to disperse."
    "Do it!" ordered Kira.
    Worf tapped a few panels on his terminal, and within a few
seconds he nodded towards Kira to let her know he was ready.
   "Fire," she said calmly, and with that a large beam was fired into
the cloud.
    Almost immediately shrieks of pain filled the Ops deck as Dax fell
screaming to the floor. Kira instantly hit her communicator and
ordered medical assistance while Worf quickly ran to his wife's side. It
took a few seconds, but Nerys finally realized Jadzia's suffering
started at the instant the negative ion beam hit the cloud. Quickly she
ran over to Worf's terminal and terminated it. With that, Dax'
screaming stopped, and her body fell limp in Worf's arms.
    "What is Happening?" yelled Captain Sisko, as he ran out of his
office. Then, seeing Jadzia's unconscious body, he could not hide
the shock on his face. He ran over to give his assistance.
    Approximately sixty seconds later, Dr. Bashir, and a couple other
medics, came running into Ops. Worf looked up at Julian and simply
said, "My wife needs help."
                              ********************
    Rom stepped through the doors of the holodeck, and walked into
1960's Las Vegas, as Vic Fontaine was entertaining the audience in
the lounge with his rendition of "The Lady is a Tramp." The Ferengi
found Garak sitting alone at one of the tables in front of the stage and
walked over to him. "Hello Mr. Garak," he yelled to the Cardassian,
over the music. "Dr. Bashir asked me to tell you that he can't make it
tonight."
    "Great, it's just like Julian to leave me alone in this, this... What is
this called again?"
    "I believe it is called a casino, Mr. Garak," answered Rom, with
one of his crooked toothy grins.
    "Ahh yes, a casino. By the way, you can drop the Mister. Just
Garak is fine," he said, as he returned Rom's smile with a dubious one
of his own. "Did Julian give a reason for canceling?"
    "No he did not, but I did hear someone in the background talking
about Commander Dax being ill."
    Suddenly a grave feeling of concern fell upon Garak. "Is your
brother downstairs, Rom?"
    "Yes, yes he is. Is there something wrong?"
    "No, I just need to speak with him for a minute. I'll finish my
drink then come down to see him. Thank you so very much."
    "O.K. Mister, I mean Garak." And with that Rom turned around
and left the twentieth century bar for the twenty-fourth century bar.
    Garak simply gazed into his drink. Could it be happening again?
he asked himself. Vile memories came back to him. Most of the
memories of his past he could just move to the back of his mind, but
not these.
    While Garak's mind was in the past, Vic finished up his song.
"Thank you everybody. We're going to take a short break, so relax
for a few minutes and we'll be right back." He then walked off the
stage and sat down with Garak. "Hey, pallie, was she really that
cute?"
    "What? Who?" replied the Cardassian.
    "The girl. The girl that stood you up. Any guy looking this sad
must have been stood up by some dollface."
    Garak gave him a puzzled look. "I have no idea what you are
talking about. Our mutual friend, Julian, was supposed to meet me
here tonight, but got held up with a patient."
    "I didn't know you were a friend of the good Doctor. How you
do'in, Vic, Vic Fontaine," he said as he stood and offered his hand to
Garak.
    Garak remained sitting, smiled a polite smile, and shook Vic's
hand. "I'm Garak."
    Vic sat back down and said, "Oh ya, Julian told me about you. The
spy turned tailor, right?"
    Garak had to struggle to keep the polite smile on his face. "Well
you know Julian, always telling stories and all. You can never believe
what he says." He was a little annoyed that the doctor found it
necessary to tell everyone about his supposed past in the Obsidian
Order, and thought it would be only fair to 'play a joke' on his good
friend. "Did he ever tell you the one about how he missed being
valedictorian of his class, at Starfleet Medical, by missing one of the
questions on one of his final exams?"
    "Yeah, all the time. He confused a vein with an artery, or
something like that."
    Garak leaned in close to Vic and whispered, "I did some detective
work. Our doctor friend graduated with 2.08 grade point average. He
failed Inter Species Molecular Biology his final semester and had
to repeat it the next fall." Garak's smile turned from polite to roguish.
"He was not even allowed to graduate with his class."
    Vic gave a look of surprise. "Our Julian? He doesn't seem like the
kind to tell tales."
    Garak then put down his empty glass and got up out of his seat.
"I would love to trade stories with you about Dr. Bashir, but I do have
to be going. If you will excuse me?"
    "Hey, hold on there a minute pallie. It looks like you could use a
friend," said Vic. "I got a few minutes. Tell me what's got your head
all screwy."
    Garak sat back down. He asked himself why he was about to
disclose a disturbing part of his past to a hologram, but then realized
he had nothing to lose. "Well, in my rather modest past I ran across
a rather dreadful situation. I was not able to solve the problem.
Instead I simply came up with a temporary solution and hoped It
would never return."
    "And it's back. Isn't it?" asked Vic.
    "I'm afraid it is. I've been hoping for days that it is not the same
damn cloud of ion gas, but it is, and it is continuing to hurt people."
   Vic leaned across the table. "Have you told anyone? If people
are getting hurt than you have to be a man my friend."
    Garak's face turned angry, and he raised his voice slightly. "It is
not that simple! How can I expect a hologram to understand?" He
then got up and started to walk out. "Computer, end program." Vic
stood and started to say something, but then disappeared.
    Garak exited the holodeck, and walked downstairs to the bar. He
found Quark preparing cosmopolitans for two elegantly dressed Orion
women sitting at the bar. "Quark, I need to speak with you."
    Quark did not look up. "Ah yes, Rom told me you needed
something, but as you see I have a bar to run. Maybe later."
    "I know what a tragedy it would be to prevent you from
performing your craft, even for just a few minutes, but I am willing
to make it worth your time."
    That made Quark's head jump. He placed the drinks in front of the
woman and asked, "What do you need?"
    "Dax. She's sick. What do you know?"
    Quark faked a quizzical look and replied, "What makes you think
I know what is going on in the infirmary."
    Garak started to get annoyed. "I don't have time for your games.
You are the only person on the station who is almost as good as I
am at getting information like this through unofficial channels."
    "Coming from you that is quite a compliment," said Quark. "But
then why do you need me? Why not use your own resources to find
the information?"
    "Yes, Unfortunately I draw the line at spying on my friends, which
Julian is one," replied Garak.
    Quark started to laugh. "You, Garak, the infamous spy for the
Obsidian Order, has a morale code. Remind me to get another tailor.
I've lost all respect for you."
    Garak, now angry, yelled, "Will you help me or not?!"
    "Relax," answered Quark, "I can help. What do you have to offer?"
    "I've noticed you have a supply of soap in one of the cargobays
that you can't get rid off."
    "Yes," said Quark, curiously, "it seems like everyone has a sonic
shower nowadays. Can't even give the stuff away."  
    "I know and old associate who has started a totally organic
agricultural facility on City Alpha VII. He should be willing to give you
a fair price," said Garak.
    "What's he going to do with all that soap?" inquired Quark.
    "I don't know! I think he puts it on the crops instead of pesticides
or something. Do you want his name or not?"
    Quark started walking towards the backroom and gestured for
Garak to follow. "Lets go where it is more private."
    Once in the back room of the bar, Quark led Garak to a computer
terminal. "Turn around for a second," ordered Quark, not wanting
for the Cardassian to see how he was obtaining the information. He
punched some keys, and a few seconds later he was, illegally, in
Bashir's medical logs. "All right Garak, I have your information."
    The Cardassian immediately turned around and started to walk
towards the computer. Quickly, Quark put himself between the
computer and Garak. "Hold on," said the Ferengi, as he took a hand
held computer PADD out of his pocket. "Your friend's name, and how I
can get in touch with him." Garak grabbed the PADD from Quark's
hand and entered all the pertinent information. He then handed it
back to Quark who stepped aside and let Garak view the screen.
    It was exactly what he had feared. Jadzia had suffered some kind
of brain trauma. She was now in stable condition, but the level of
synaptic activity in her brain was unusually high. She is being kept
in the infirmary so some tests could be run. 'Unknown' was listed
under cause of the trauma, but it was noted that her episode
coincided with an attempt to destroy a cloud of ion gas with a
negative ion beam. Garak then turned around and asked Quark, "Do
you have any Romulan Ale?"
    "I might," he answered.
    Garak, looking dazed, started to walk towards the door. "Good,
set me up." He then walked back into the bar and took a seat next
to Morn.
                              ********************
    It had taken a half a bottle of Romulan Ale, and some words of
wisdom from Morn, but Garak finally realized what had to be done.
As he walked into the infirmary he was glad to see Dax sleeping on
one of the biobeds. Right now, he did not have the courage to face
her. He quietly walked over to the bed and simply stared at her
beautiful face.
    From his office, Dr. Bashir saw Dax' Cardassian visitor. "Garak,
didn't Rom give you my message?"
    Garak, clumsily, turned around and regarded the doctor. "Yes,
yes he did, but I need to speak wi-"
    Julian interrupted him, and, with an angry tone in his voice,
asked, "Are you drunk, Garak?"
    "Unfortunately, I am, but let me explain."
    "I can smell the booze all the way from here," said Julian. "I'm
to busy to speak know. Go sleep it off, and come back in the
morning." He then turned around and headed back towards his office.
    Before the Doctor could get to the door, Garak ran around him and
blocked his path. He put his hands on Julian's shoulders and said,
"I know what is happening to Dax. I want to help."
    Julian removed Garak's hands from his person. "What is happening
to her, and how do you know?"
    "Let me explain," said Garak. Then both men entered Julian's
office and sat down.
    Bashir did not speak while Garak told his story. He simply sat
and listened in disbelief. When Garak was finished, all Julian could
do was sit there with his chin on his chest. Finally he forced himself
to speak. "You need to go to Captain Sisko with this."
    Garak held up his hand, and quickly responded, "I was hoping,
by telling you, we could avoid having this matter get out."
    "Garak," exclaimed Julian, almost yelling. "Now that I know this
information I have no choice but to take it to the Captain."
    For a few seconds the room was silent. Both men simply stared at
one another. Again, Julian broke the silence, "Tomorrow morning, at
08:00, there is a meeting of the senior staff. It would be better if they
heard this from you."
    Garak stood and responded, "No. I can not do that. I've told
you all I can. I will not do anything else." He then started to walk
out the door.
    Julian jumped up, placed his hand on Garak's shoulder, and spun
him around. "You coward!" Bashir shouted. "My friend. Your friend
is lying right there. Her mind is being violated and you are the only
one that can help her. How can you just turn your back on her?"
    All Garak could offer was, "I'm sorry Julian." He then turned and
exited the office.
    As Garak walked across the infirmary, Julian yelled to him, "If you
stay silent, then you are just as bad as Dukat." Garak stopped for a
moment, but then continued, and left both Julian and Dax behind.
                               ********************
    The next morning at 08:00; Julian, Nerys, Odo, Worf, Miles, and
the Captain, gathered to discuss what was going on with Dax and the
mysterious ion cloud. The Captain called the meeting to order, and
asked the Doctor to give his report. Julian got up and walked over
towards the display screen, but before he could start, the door chime
sounded. Sisko ordered the person to enter, and, as the door slid
open, everyone was surprised to see Garak on the other side. Before
anyone else could speak, Julian said, "I believed Mr. Garak would like
to address the senior staff."
    Captain Sisko eyed the Cardassian, "Can you tell us about this
cloud, and what it is doing to Dax?"
    Garak entered the conference room looking a little haggard.  
Obviously he was hung over, but overall was none the worse for
wear. "Yes I can," he answered, as he took a seat. "I have a rather
disturbing story to tell. I would appreciate it if you held your
questions until I am finished." Garak then took them back
approximately ten years. To the time of Terok Nor, and the
Cardassian occupation of Bajor.
                               ********************
    As his shuttle approached Terok Nor, Garak went over in his mind
the orders he had been given. Review the data from Dukat's
experiments, and determine if they have any real purpose. If they do not, then proceed as necessary, he thought to himself. Knowing the
history between Gul Dukat and himself, he wondered why he was
given this task, but then quickly brushed it aside. There was nothing
he could do to change it, so there was no use in worrying about it
now.
    Once the shuttle was docked, he entered the station and began
walking along the promenade. He had expected to be greeted by
security officer Odo when he arrived, but was disappointed to discover 
Odo had been temporarily assigned to set up security at a new labor
camp (or as the Bajorans called it, internment camp) on Bajor, and
was not expected back for another few weeks. Garak had always
found the shape-shifter, the only known one of its kind, fascinating,
and had been looking forward to observing the unique lifeform.
    Garak quickly put his disappointment aside, and decided to go
see Dukat. No use putting this off, he thought. He made his way to
Dukat's office, and after a moments pause he request to enter.
    "Come," he heard Dukat say, simply. Then the door opened.
Dukat was sitting behind his desk, studying a PADD. The Gul was
notified when Garak entered the station, and had been expecting him.
He did not bother to look up at the man he detested, the alleged
assassin of his father.
    Garak entered and walked over to the desk. No pleasantries
were offered by him either. "I take it you know why I am here?" he
asked.
    Dukat still did not make eye contact as he reached for another
PADD on his desk, and handed it to Garak. "All you need to know
about the cloud and the experiments is here. The data was updated
just this morning," he said. "You are also free to tour the cargobay,
where the tests are being run."
    "I do not need your permission," replied Garak, patronizingly,
as he grabbed the PADD from Dukat's hand. "I have a few questions
first."
   "Glinn Lardin is the one in charge of this project. Get your
answers from him."
    Garak, in a more forceful tone, responded, "You are the one in
charge. You will answer the questions."
    Dukat put down the PADD, and finally looked up at Garak. Usually
he did not respond to demands, but he rationalized this one. "I
suppose the quicker you get what you want, the quicker you will
leave."
    "Why?" he asked Dukat, directly.
    "Why what?" answered Dukat, almost playfully.
    Unable to hide his anger any longer, Garak placed both his hands
on the desk, then leaned over until he was almost in Dukat's face.
"I've read the preliminary reports you sent to Cardassia Prime. Why
are these experiments so important that they continue even after
people die?"
    Dukat could only stare at Garak for a few seconds. He wanted to
respond by saying that they were Bajorans, not people, but decided
against it. He then leaned forward in his chair. Now the two were
practically nose to nose. "It is unfortunate that some lives have been
lost, but this lifeform posses information that could be invaluable to
the Empire. I will do anything within my power to see that we
communicate with this thing. Also, let me remind you, the first two
people to die in these experiments were Cardassian soldiers."
    "And how many Bajorans?" demanded Garak.
    An uncomfortable look came over Dukat. He slid back into his
chair and chose not to respond to the inquiry. "Everything you need
is in the report. Refer any questions to Glinn Lardin," he said, as he
broke eye contact, and went back to studying his PADD.
    Garak, satisfied that he had won this round, merely turned and
left the office. His next stop would be to the cargobay. To personally
view these experiments.     
                              ********************
    On the way to the cargobay, Garak quickly read Dukat's report. It
had all started just ten days ago. Ships started to, unexplainably, lose
power when coming in contact with this simple cloud of ionized gas.
    The answer seemed simple enough. Shoot a beam of negative
ions into the cloud, and the cloud will disperse. They were wrong.
The cloud, instead of dissipating, seemed to slowly retreat. This
raised many suspicions.
    At this same time, a patient, who suffered head trauma after a
shuttle accident, was in the infirmary. He was being treated with a
cortical stimulator when all of a sudden he started going into
convulsions. Later it was discovered this happened simultaneously
with the discharge of the negative ions into the cloud.
    Immediately it was theorized that this cloud was some kind of
lifeform that had the capability to communicate telepathically, and the
cortical stimulator increased one's ability to receive messages from
the being. Attempts were made at once to contact the cloud, but the
first results were terrifying to say the least. No communication was
made, and furthermore the two Cardassian test subjects suffered
irreversible brain damage and died within a few hours. Dukat then
decided to bring Bajorans in as test subjects, and small progress in
communication was made, but at the cost of fourteen Bajoran lives.
Garak knew that fourteen was only the number for this official
report. The real number of deaths was probably much higher. The
thought made Garak shiver. The progress in communication was
small, but so promising to Dukat that he had the number of
experiments doubled. During these attempts at communication the
universal translator confirmed that the being was trying to convey
something, but was unable to determine exactly what. No further
progress had been  made.
    Garak entered the cargobay, or laboratory as it was temporarily
being called, not knowing what to expect. What he found was a
Bajoran woman lying on a biobed with three Cardassians standing
beside her. One of the Cardassians was applying what appeared to
be a cortical stimulator to her forehead. Behind them about forty
other Bajorans were lying on cots. Garak did not know if they were
alive or dead, but judging by the stench he assumed the latter.
    He walked directly over to the biobed and announced his
presence. "I am Garak. I have been sent to monitor these
experiments." He knew he did not have to add anything further. The
Cardassians knew who had sent him. "Which one of you is Lardin?"
    "I am," proclaimed a tall thin man, as he stepped away from the
bed.
    As usual, no other pleasantries were traded. "Are these Bajorans
dead?" asked Garak, as he pointed to the mass of motionless bodies.
    "No. They have been sedated. They await to be test subjects."
    "Why do they need to be sedated?" asked Garak, suspiciously.
    Lardin was now becoming annoyed. "I see you have Dukat's
report. The answer is in there," he answered, as he turned back
towards the bed.
    Garak then raised his voice, "I want you to answer the question,
Glinn!"
    Lardin did not want to respond, but knew he had to comply.
"Continue to prepare this subject," he said to his two colleagues. He
then turned and gestured towards a corner of the cargobay. "This
way," he said to Garak.
    "There minds must be clear when contact is attempted," said
Lardin, softly.
    "That is not the only reason, is it?" asked Garak.
    Lardin looked Garak sharply in the eyes, "No, of course not," he
replied. "They can not see what happens during contact."
    "What exactly does happen?" Garak asked, as he returned the
gaze. "The truth now. Not what Dukat put in this report."
    "You can see for yourself, this subject is about to make contact."
    Garak did not respond. He simply started walking back towards
the biobed. He saw the Bajoran woman, who was now awake, looking
scared and confused. The two other Cardassians had strapped her to
the bed.
    "Start contact procedure," ordered Lardin. Then one of the
men tapped a few panels located on the bed's terminal.
    Instantly Garak could see discomfort on the woman's face that
quickly turned into pain, and he felt his own stomach turn knowing
that this was only the beginning. Abruptly the woman started to
squirm as sweat began to cover her face, and foam could be seen
forming at the sides of her mouth. Having seen many displays of
torture, Garak had become desensitized to such things, but he was
not prepared for what he saw next.
    Lardin walked up to the woman, and, for one second, Garak
thought he might put an end to her pain. Instead he pushed a button
on the cortical stimulator, and Immediately the woman's eyes
widened to the size of saucers. Screaming in agony, she went into
terrible convulsions. 
    As the woman voided her bowels, Garak wanted to demand that
Lardin put a stop to the torture, but found himself speechless. He
instead closed his eyes in an attempt to prevent himself from
witnessing such a tragedy. About ten seconds later the screaming
stooped.
    "Put the data threw the translator," ordered Lardin to one of
his subordinates, as he and the other man released the woman's
straps.
    Garak stood stone-still for a few more seconds. He then walked
up to the bed. As he stared at the women, he attempted to rationalize
why he did not order a stop to this. Then the smell of the woman's
feces hit his nose, and all he could do was stand there and feel like a
coward. "She's dead?" he asked the Glinn, somberly.
    Lardin turned to address Garak, "No," he answered, "she most
probably has suffered some brain damage, but is not yet dead."
    Garak was barely able to hold down the contents of his stomach.
"Is there a chance she may survive?"
    "No."
    Garak was so filled with anger and shame that he did not notice
the detached attitude these men had towards the terror they have
been inflicting. "Where will she go from here?" he asked.
    "They are all placed in another cargobay, where they are
monitored and given medical attention."
    "Take me there!" ordered Garak. "Now!"
    Lardin pointed to one of the other Cardassians who was placing
the woman on a stretcher. "Follow him. He will be taking this body
there."
    As Garak followed the crew member and the patient, or victim as
Garak saw it, his mind raced for ideas on how he could put an end to
this. He was not even aware that they had arrived at the makeshift
infirmary until he heard the hiss of the doors opening. Little did he
know there was another shock waiting for him behind the door.
    Once inside, another Cardassian crew member took the patient
and proceeded to wheel her across the cargobay. When they moved
out of the way, Garak swallowed hard as he took in the entire scope
of the room. In the front were about twenty unconscious Bajorans
lying on stretchers, obviously waiting to die. But what was really
shocking was in the back of the cargobay. It was at least 150
bodybags pilled on top of one another like piles of garbage.
    "Those bodies back there," asked Garak, of the Cardassian that
had met them at the door, "Are they all Bajoran?"
    "Yes. All Bajoran," proclaimed the man, as he began working on
the latest victim.
    "Are you a physician?" asked Garak, of the same man.
    "No," he replied, without looking at Garak.
    "What is going to happen with those bodies?" continued Garak.
    Now the crewman turned and regarded Garak with contempt.
"You ask a lot of questions. Who are you anyway?"
    At this point the man that escorted Garak and the patient to the
infirmary spoke up. "Just answer his questions honestly and
eventually he will go away," he said to his fellow crew member.
    "I don't know what's going to happen to these bodies," said
the Cardassian. "I suppose they will be tossed out the air lock, but for
now they tell me to pile them in the back, so that's what I do."
    Garak wanted to begin solving this mess by killing these two cold
hearted bastards, but was able to control the urge. Instead he
asked, "When will the next attempt at contact be?"
    "Not for at least another hour," said one of the crewman. "Lardin
has a meeting with Gul Dukat in five minutes. When he returns we
will continue."
    Garak gave both the crew members one more look of disgust,
then exited the cargobay and headed for Dukat's office.
                                  ********************
    When Garak arrived at the door to Dukat's office, he wanted to
storm right in and demand an explanation for the murders, and also
for the lies. Instead he was able to keep his temper under control. He
thought it would be more wise to simply pretend to sit in on the
meeting. This way he was more likely to hear information that would
aid him in destroying these experiments.
    After Dukat yelled for him to enter, Garak walked in, gave a
polite smile, and simply proclaimed he would sit and observe the
meeting.
    This made Dukat giggle. "From the way Lardin said you reacted in
the cargobay, I thought you would to busy vomiting up your
intestines." That made the Glinn and Dukat laugh out loud.
    Garak was barely able to control his anger, but was able to send
Dukat a nice comeback. "You forget, in my line of work I see many
creatures writhe and beg for their lives, but I am usually the one that
dispenses the pain. I haven't dispensed any today, but it is still
early," he said as he widened his eyes.
    Suddenly Lardin broke in, "Is that supposed to scare us, Garak?"
    Before Garak could reply, Dukat put up his hands and demanded a
stop. "Let's get back to the damn meeting," he said threw his gritted
teeth.
    Lardin turned back to the display unit on the wall and continued.
"The translator has not picked up anything that can be interpreted."
    "Any progress on how we could  speak to this thing?" asked
Dukat.
    "Without knowing what it is trying to tell us, the translator has no
basis to interpret anything from us into something it can understand."
    The Gul responded to that with hostility. "Not good enough
Glinn! Until we find out what and why it is attempting to communicate
with us, these experiments will continue!"      
    At first, Lardin did not respond, but then he summoned the
courage to ask Dukat something he knew the Gul would not want to
hear. "Possibly it is trying to tell us it has nothing to offer, and we
should let it go?"
    Surprisingly, Dukat did not respond with anger. He did not respond
at all.
    Seeing an opportunity, Garak decided to jump in. "How are you
keeping this cloud stationary?"
    Lardin, anxious to change the subject, answered, "Every half
hour we are surrounding the cloud with negative ions. It seems
unwilling to attempt penetration of the wall."
    The look on Garak's face did not betray what was going on in his
mind. As he nodded his head at his two associates he was busy
planning how to prevent Dukat from killing anyone else.
    "Yes. I see," said Garak. "I believe I have heard enough for the
time being. I'm going to get something to eat." As Garak walked
out, both Dukat and Lardin continued there discussion without
acknowledging his statement.
    Garak stepped out of the Gul's office, and into the operations
center, with a plan already in mind. He marched directly over to
a soldier who was manning one of the stations. In his most
threatening voice, Garak ordered, "Get up! I need use of your
terminal!"
    With that demand, the entire operations center seemed to come
to a stand still as everyone stopped and stared at Garak and the
young soldier. After a moments hesitation Garak again yelled, "You
know who I work for, soldier. Do you have any idea what the penalty
for insubordination is?" as he widened his eyes and glared at the
at the young Cardassian.
    Now scared to death, the soldier clumsily stood up and
surrendered his seat. Garak sat and quickly began to punch code
after code into the computer. Part of his training in becoming a spy
was to learn how to convert control of any Cardassian computer to
himself. Within a few seconds he had completed this task.
    Almost instantly, Garak could hear the mumbles and curses of
the crew as they realized they were locked out of their terminals.
Knowing he had only a short time, Garak released the docking clamps
that were holding his shuttle.
    By now everyone had figured out that Garak was the one
responsible for this situation, and Garak knew they knew. The same
young soldier, who had been scared silly moments before, attempted
to physically remove Garak from the computer terminal. Garak simply
solved the problem by striking the soldier squarely in the nose with
the back of his left hand. He then stood, and as both Lardin
and Dukat came running from the office, Garak hit a panel that
transported him over to his shuttle.
    Once Garak realized he had arrived safely in his small ship, he
went to work on releasing the ion cloud. The computers on station
were still under his command, so they did not pose a threat. He knew
that it would take an intelligent person a few hours to break his
command codes. With Dukat in charge, he joked to himself, it would
probably take a lot longer.
    Within a minute he was within range of the cloud. He set the
computer to fire a burst of positive ions around the cloud that would
eliminate the wall of negative ions. Once ready, he fired.
    It took a few minutes for the positive ions to neutralize the
negative ones, but once it did, the gaseous creature wasted no
time in fleeing from its Cardassian imposed imprisonment.
    As the cloud slowly floated away from Terok Nor, Garak suddenly
lost both impulse and warp engines. He realized he had gotten to
close to the cloud and suffered the same problem other ships had
just ten days ago. Fortunate for him he still had life support.
    As he began making repairs, he thought to himself, what if Dukat
was right? What if that creature did contain some sort of knowledge that could be beneficial to the Empire?
    He then thought of the woman on the biobed, screaming and
begging for her life. Also he remembered the bodybags thrown
carelessly away in the corner of that cargobay. After those thoughts
he knew he had acted properly. He then wished the mysterious
cloud creature a silent farewell, hoping never to see it again.
                               ********************
    "Luckily, I was able to get the engines started again before
Dukat regained control of the station," Garak told the group, as he
ended his story. "I did file a full report on what happened, but as
usual, the higher-ups in the Cardassian military just swept it under
the rug."
    Silence filled the air for a short time before the Constable added,
"If I remember correctly, I arrived back on the station approximately
five weeks after Garak left. No mention of this was made in any of the
security logs. Not that I thought it would have." Odo then folded his
arms and gave a sigh before he continued. "As for gossip around the
station, yes, people did seem to know that something had happened,
but no one was quite sure, and, when it came to affairs of the
military, you did not ask questions." He then paused, and sighed
again. "I had no idea a massacre of that magnitude had occurred."
    While Odo was speaking, Garak realized that during his entire
telling of the story, he was never able to make eye contact with any
members of the group. As he began to look around, he sensed an
array of emotions; shock, anger, fear, disgust.
    When Odo was done, Miles turned back towards Garak and 
asked, "It must have been difficult to shake those memories when
you first came to live on DS9?"
    "Having lived the life of a spy, Mr. O'Brien, I have seen a lot of
suffering. You learn how to put the feelings aside and do your job."
    Miles did not offer anything further, but silently thought to
himself, Yes, but at the cost of becoming a cold, lonely, introvert.